After my midday coffee (which has become too common of an occurrence) I ate asparagus, a eggplant and zucchini covered with diced tomato thing and a tiny bit of salmon and black bean, black eyed pea and corn mixture with mom and Jack at their place. Didn't have much of an appetite. Mom eventually followed me back to my house to work on getting things in order for her party this weekend. Mom, my new roommate Austin and I had some red wine before going out to dinner at El Dorado together. I cheated by eating lots of fried corn tortilla chips and two starchy corn tortillas with my otherwise healthy dinner of chicken breast and beans. Might have been some cheese in there somewhere, can't remember. Had a shot of Makers Mark 46 when I got home. I got more bummed out over my recent break up as the day went on and used it as an excuse to justify my cheating. Understandable, I guess.
Today has been sucky. Woke up to gross weather. Didn't sleep well. Had 2 slices of turkey, lentils and spinach for breggfest. Back strength training workout went okay, hard to get into it. Did some errands, came home. Ordered an ipad. Did some things around the house. Have been way more depressed today than yesterday, but I think that ought to improve for me soon. I hope. Ate some spinach and lentils around 3 probably. Couldn't bother with eggs and was out of turkey. Drank more coffee. Planning on going to a sushi restaurant that's supposed to be really good this evening. Can't imagine myself not cheating, but I don't have much of an appetite either, so maybe I won't do too much damage. I don't usually stay this depressed for very long, maybe tomorrow I'll force myself to stay true. Breaking up is hard to do. Alliteration makes me feel a little better. :)
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